Today's the day and I pray that everything will go smoothly. I'm trying to brush away any negative feelings.. aaahhh it's hard being a worrier. You tend to focus on the worse things that could happen.
The operation is scheduled at 3pm and if it's anything last time, it shouldn't take more than an a hour.
Told the doctor I want epidural because I want to be awake when my son is born and hold him immediately after.
Thinking about the whole thing makes me nervous so I'm just going to take it one step at a time. I hope I'm better in handling the pain afterwards... huhuhu.