So had my MRI result today and apparently I have to go for c-sect. Again. Surprised? A little bit. Sad?? Not really. Relieved? I think so.
I'm not as scared as before to go through it'll be my 2nd time. So I already know what to expect. I was actually very very nervous to go through normal birth this time around because it'll actually be my first time. Initially the doctor was very supportive of me having a normal birth because at the end of the day the natural way is always the best way. But due to my history, he did warn me he'd do an MRI nearing my EDD just to make sure. And yeah... apparently no normal births for me.
So.. looks like this one's coming out the window too and I have the opportunity to set a date. And I chose my dad's birthday, 12.03.12. Coincidently it's 3 days before my due date and having the ops before that is just too soon because I need to sort out a few things so that my mind will be more at ease. And it's also the school holidays so that's one thing I don't have to worry about. Azalia has already made plans to stay up late when I told her she might have to sleep with her atuk. Oh no!!
The only thing I'm not looking forward to is the healing period because it takes longer for me to be fully mobile. Which is annoying. Plus I don't want to stay in the hospital for so long. So my aim is max 3 days. Last time it took me 4 days. Oh well.
I pray baby and myself will get through this safely. Can't wait to meet baby A.
And I finally sent the nomination form to EPF just in case, told Asa where all the important docs are and my passwords... Yeah I'm a worrier like that. At least my babies will be taken care off if anything happens to me. I'd still be doing the same thing even if I'm having a normal birth.
So to a new life!!! Bring it on!!!