Anya

I've always been quite level headed when it comes to spending. But I notice a pattern that whenever I'm stressed I would splurge. Lately I've been overspending. A lot. Although I can afford it but honestly speaking that money can be put into better use like for example my kids future education. Seriously.

I've not only been spending on myself but also on others. I actually find myself finding excuses to buy people stuff... Bahaya betul. Asa pointed out that I might be stressed out and he might be right but I can't for the life of me pinpoint on what. Sure I just had a new baby but Arfan hasn't been much trouble. Other than waking up 2-3 times a night for feeds, I would say he's quite an easy baby. Then there's his sister which has become more and more chatty and I find myself not having enough time in a day to spend time with her which also causes her to be more rebellious. I think she's trying to get our attention. She's also been telling me how I don't play much with her anymore. Aaaaah the guilt tactic. She's really good in making me feel guilty to get her way. Clever girl. Too clever for your own good sometimes.

Then there's work. Only the first month and I suddenly have a pile of things to do due to people taking leave and my boss giving me extra work. I find myself making reckless mistakes and that annoys me. A lot!!

Maybe its a little bit of everything but whatever it is... I should really stop. I'm getting too many bags for myself haha. Hence the title. I love her bags. And right now its on sale and the prices are just too tempting.
Sigh.

I've been:

1. Busy at home ( kids,chores etc.. I don't even channel surf anymore.. saaadddd)
2. Busy at work ( Suddenly work piled up (ceh suddenly konon..tak sedar yang satu tu dok procrastinate till the very last minute.. kekeke)
3. Gasping for air.

Enough said.

Will be MIA for awhile. My thoughts are all over the place.